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Allucinator is a Latin word for the one who wanders in mind, or an idle dreamer. Its obvious derivative is the English word hallucination. It might be also spelled with either "l" or "ll", with or without beginning "h".

Due to sensitivity to the information around me, my allucinatio sometimes exacerbate my very sensitivity to dark thoughts and harsh reality; ending up with too much hate and depression, a feeling you can analogize to a Naraka (Buddhist folklore).

Somehow, I'm recovering and now finding my Zen.

see dictionary entry of allucinator:http://latinlexicon.org/definition.php?p1=2002516